Y 9.29.2007Y
4:40 PM
Recent updates about your one and only.(Oh man. Is there anything to blog about? Uh. Well yes there is. In fact there’s a lot but I don’t know where the hell to start or what to say. It’s been quite a while since I posted something here.)
I haven’t been updating for a couple of days or maybe more coz I’m not able to go home early. Haha. :D I’ve been busy as well with school stuffs. Ack. And perhaps, one of the huge reason why I’m not updating is because after our dismissal, we go straight to SM. :P Wtf?! Everyday SM dude. As far as I can remember, we’ve been going there for almost a week now. And mind you, without missing a day. Tss. Haha. :P that’s why I guess I’m always tired when I go home and all. Haha. but it was really fun. :) And most especially when you’re with someone special. Not only the someone special but also the crazy ass people who never fails to give you a fuckin’ hard laugh. :)
I don’t know why but I feel like I want to be a photographer. Haha. :D Yeh really. No kidding here dude. Photographer who only takes photos of herself. :P Haha. Silly. :) And a photographer who’s also a part-time model? :P Whoa. Talk about day dreaming. :P But who cares? I’ll say what I want to say. :P Take note of this, by the age of 19 or 20, I’m already a part-time model who drives her very own Benzy but still able to go to college. :P And I’m going to be fuckin’ rich&& famous. :D (Could somebody slap me right now? :P) Haha. there’s nothing bad day dreaming bout the things that you really aspire, right. What matters is you worked full time for it. And that’s what I think that I’ve got to do. Hmm. :)
Shopping is what I did these last few days while we were at SM. Uh. I bought 5 tops and 2 bottoms all in all. But I loved this red tank top that I got at Bayo. I’ve been wanting that top for like ages ago. && yesterday I saw it on sale. Soo it’s been grabbed fast. :P its 50% off maan. The design of the top is what really caught me. It says, “ Love me or Hate me “ Haha. the top says it all. :] Btw, I think the top is too revealing. Ack! Haha. :D
And the last few days seemed to be great coz I spent it with friends, as always. :) The sweetest week, indeed. Awww. I told myself to figure out what I really want and what I really need. And I guess I’m hitting the right track. Coz this person is making me feel really special. All the efforts and concern. I’ve never felt that special in my whole entire life. I feel all the LOVE in him. And yes, I think he’s going to be the person that’ll understand me no matter what and the one who’ll accept the real me without any complaints and judgements. The kind of LOVE that I need, the kind of LOVE that my HEART is waiting for. But then again, I have to be careful. Coz I had my heart broken few times already and I think it’s all because of my foolishness when it comes to love. Haay. (wtf? I sound so mushy.) Oh well, Loooove. I know love is not an easy thing to deal with. But i hope to find the real thing in this new love. :)
Y 9.27.2007Y
9:06 AM
Heck the what. wahaha. i wasn't updating my blog this week pare.i've been hell like busy. oh what? haha. busy kakagala tol. almost everyday going home late and all. Goodness. that's why i guess i had colds. Fucka'. Hahaha.
Btw, i have loads to rant eh. soo wait for the hell big updates. :)
Bye for now. just for now Maaan. :P
Y 9.23.2007Y
3:33 PM
Whoa. haha. boredom kicks in.that's why i decided to change my freakin' template. :P
love the combination of light green and pink here. haha. :P
but its mostly green. haha. :P
Anyways, i've made my very own multiply account. what the heck? i've been influenced. haha. It's currently under construction and its still empty. Ack! what a bad news.
But i'm working on it okay. haha.
Goodluck to me. :P
Y 9.22.2007Y
12:28 AM
Dad told me that we’ll be driving off to Makati to pick up mom. And I was like, “Oh yeh? Like true? We’ll be out again and off to Makati? Cool!” Cool coz we’ll be going straight to the malls. :P Uhh. I assume. Haha. :D We left the house at around 3:30, well its not a very good timing coz when we reached near Makro, traffic starts kicking in. Tss. That’s why we decided to hit Malagasang. Haha. It’s a long cut though, but its the best way to avoid being stuck on traffic. :) we arrived at mom’s office and then she said..Mom: San tayo kain?
Nica: Sa glorietta na lang.
Dad: May pera kayo? :3
Mom: ako meron.:)
Nica: ako kahit mcdonalds lang. :P
Mom: MOA na lang tayo?
Nica: *Whoa! You serious?- Wow sige sige dun na lang. :P
Mom: walang papabili ha!
Nica: tss. :s
So yeh, we went there. I thought we’ll stay at Makati, Oh well. Haha. We strolled till we figured out where the heck to eat. :P We settled for Chef d’ Angelo’s. yum. :P it’s an Italian resto baby. Yummy foods and it fits on our budget. :) I really love the great white pizza. Puta sarap. Haha. :D Busog kagad ako sa foods eh.
We walked around the super huge MOA and I noticed that lots of botiques are on sale. :P yeps. Haha. Love it. :) i bought some blouse. Haha. yey. :) *thanks dad.
It’s getting late and were not yet over the window shopping and all. Haha. so we decided to have some coffee break at coffee bean. :) whoa. I love love coffee. :P Mocha mudslide is the best. :P haha.
* feeling tired already.
* it’s 10:00 in the evening.
Haha. I freakin’ love MOA. It’s super complete. From the imported and expensive finds till the local brands and cheap stuffs. Haha. pare I lab it. :) and to mention the they’ve got it all for you. :P Haha.
So we decided to go home at 'round 10:30 i guess. hmm. Good thing there's no more traffic.
haha. totally love this day. :P
Gnyt y'all.
Y 9.19.2007Y
9:03 PM
I don’t know how to start this entry. *numb.Thanks for cruisin’ with me on this cloud 9 feeling. :)
Well yes.
True bliss.
Bliss – heaven like happiness. :P
And yeh, I’m currently feeling it.
In my heart. :)
Coz of someone?
Haha. :P
Never thought of this to happen again, really.
I know we have lots of differences, flaws and misunderstandings.
Despite all that, were still here. :P
You’re still hanging on. :)
Aww. :))
I have no idea where’d you get all your patience from.
Haha. :P
I know sometimes that you get irritated coz of my bratty attitude or some sudden mood swings.
But still, you’re dealing with it.
Hmm.:)
Hayy.
But as I’ve said, there are some things that has to be settled down first.
It’s for the good.
Thank goodness coz you’re soo understanding. :)
Oh well.. LOVE. :)
Yes. Just LOVE, indeed. :)
Y 9.18.2007Y
12:01 AM
Hassle is the best word to describe this day.Reasons:
Our talumpati on our Filipino subject that’s supposed to be on sept 25 was moved earlier. Yeh. EARLIER. Guess when dude. Haha. It’ll be on Thursday. This coming Thursday. Like this week. WTF??
So our group wasn’t prepared yet. URGH! Hassle!! Were gonna be hecka busy planning for our upcoming talumpati. Goodluck to us. Goodness!
Our business i.t subject seemed like heaven for me. coz aside from the air-conditioned room, I’m able to surf the net. Able to blog and do whatever. But today. It’s more like hell maaan. I wasn’t able to open the web pages that I want to surf coz it’s fuckin’ blocked! Or whatever you call that but I just wont open. Pare naman! Blogger, deviantart and blogskins are my favorite sites and what the heck?! They’re all blocked too. I have no idea what the big problem is. But it’s only on the pc that I’m using. Waaaa. :( i.t will be the most boring subject for me now, still next to math. Haha.
Coz of the talumpati thing, I have to type again my talumpati coz our prof requires us to make it double space every line. Tss. Thanks to one kiddo out there. :P for typing it for me. :) yii. :P you know who you are. :) galing mo talaga mag-type. :P && coz of that I ate lunch late. Hmp!
Our classes was cut till 11:30 only due to some department activities. Haha. :) yey. :D
Btw, where the hell are we supposed to go? Haha. nevermind. :P
Okay. Alright. Haha. so we ended up going to sm dasma && we spent almost 5 hours there. Haha. Katamad pang umuwi ehh. Haay. :) we just messed around the dept. store and did silly things. haha. :D
I remember the.. “ mini mini miny mo, catch the tiger in the zoo. -Jinnie “ you’ve got to love her. :P
hahaha. :D crazy ass. :P
whaaat? :)
basta basta.
I feel happy,really. :)
Y 9.17.2007Y
9:00 PM
Whew! Like hell yes! :)Haha. It rained, finally. Love it when it rains coz its cold. :) Btw, It was actually raining a little while I was on my way to school. But it wasn’t really a big thing for me. Haha. love the weather still. :P So I was late again for my first subject. Maaan, what’s up with that? there’s nothing new. The good thing is that we don’t have classes for two consecutive subjects coz the professors have something to do. Yey! :P Lucky us. :) we left our room at around 9:30 am and our next class is 11:00 am. Haha. whoa. We’ve got loads of time to kill. The best thing to do is.. What else? But to eat! :) haha. ye ye. So we ate our lunch early. ‘Twas good though. Coz atleast we don’t have to rush ourselves to be at the gym on time.
It’s p.e time. :) GRRRRR.
Haha.
Wtf?!
We ran again for the second time at the oval && ‘twas so damn hot! Tss. We’ve got no choice but to do so. Haay. So we ran the oval 2 times. Haha. WHAAAT?!?! Yes, under that burnin’ hot sun, we did. Haha. Okay. So almost all of us disagreed. But we’ve got no choice. Argh! So we ran, got tired, walked, ran, and I even played tayaan with three of my mates. Haha. :D It made me more tired. Haha. I’m so hyper kasi. Tss. I finished my two rounds for almost 8 minutes. Haha. I’m freakin slooow. Why? Coz I walked. Kapagod eh.
* Tired. Wants to sleep.
* Later on that day..
So I was sitting outside our school’s gym then suddenly, out of thin air, a text message came in. ‘Twas my bestfriend. :) She said that she’s already at our school. She’s studying at UST and she’s all the way from Manila. Maan, what a shock. Haha. so I didn’t know what to do, I want to hurry my ass off to get to her. Haha. :D But I have to walk miles before I get there. Tss. Freakin’ school. haha. So I was in a rush.. okay okay I was trying to walk as if I’m running coz she’s already textin’ me sayin’ that she’s waiting. When I get there she’s with her boyfriend, a guy cousin and of course, JORDAN. Haha. :P but after a while dan left us coz he still have classes. We were actually stopping him to attend but still he left. Tss. Si dads talaga pakitang tao sa mga prof nya. Hahaha. :D when he left tinay & I started catching up. Yeh, i missed her really. We shared some stories like the usual. Love it. :)
But then I have to leave coz I’ll be watching some pageant wherein two of the contestants are my b’mates. So I was on my way. But then….
Some friends..
Awww. :)
I went to the pageant with him.
Haha. :P
Hmmm.
When we’re already at the auditorium but the contest wasn’t starting yet, but it’s already late. Tss. Filipino time.
Errr.
Some talks.
Hehe.
Wasn’t really boring.
Hmm. :)
The program started. Hmm.
We watched.
Eyes aren’t glued though.Worried coz of something.
Or maybe someone?
I feel the guilt, maan.
I don’t know what to do.
Should I explain?
Err. What?!
Hmm.
We decided to go home though the contest hasn’t ended yet. It’s getting late already and I have to be home or else I’d be dead. Haha. :D
Thanks for all.
Haha.
Appreciated it, really. :)
……….
But…
Haaay.
Nevermind.
Hmm.
All I can say is that it’s all UNEXPECTED.
So SORRY.
Y 9.15.2007Y
7:28 PM
Me and my two bestfriends went to SM bacoor just to waste time and kill boredom. haha. but before that there's this big drama. Tss. Muntik na ako di makasama. Hassle talaga. Badtrip. Super! Tss. fuck, i dont want to blurt all the drama but this is really one of the problems that an ONLY CHILD/UNICA IHA will go through. Goodness! my parents are super duper overly protective. Come to think of it, i'm 16 years old already for godness sake! I'm old enough to take care of myself. tss. I dont know what the hell is the problem with that. with going out with friends. Haay. tumataas na naman dugo ko eh! Tangina! Puro sermon at talak napapala ko amputa. Hello, I’m just off to sm bacoor not sm baguio. Tss!
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Meanwhile, at sm.
*At the department store.
Were having problems, coz all of us were broke. :3
Nica: dads, ito yung shades ko oh.:P
Dan: Oo nga noh. Ganda nung brown oh.:)
Nica: brown na lang bilin mo. :P
Dan: Di na yata aabot pera ko. :(
Ianne: oo nga wala ka ng pamasahe. :3
Nica: meron pa yan, tss.
Ianne: ang dami kasing binili na papel papel eh.
Nica: oo nga!:3
Dan: eh kailangan yun para sa project ko. :3
**after some talks && arguments..
dan: teka bibilin ko na ba yung shades?
nica: oo sige. para prehas tayo.:)
ianne: bagay kaya sayo!;)
nica: oo nga! brown bilin mo. :)
dan: wala na kong pera eh. panu tayo uuwi?(faces ianne) ianne, libre mo kame?:P
ianne: wala akong pera. :3
dan: panu yan?
nica: pwede yan dali na.
dan: (walks away slowly)
ianne&nica: (follows dan)
dan: puta biblin ko na nga. gusto ko talaga eh.
ianne: yan biblin mo din pala eh.
Nica: arte pa eh. :P
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Meanwhile, at sm.
*At the department store.
Were having problems, coz all of us were broke. :3
Nica: dads, ito yung shades ko oh.:P
Dan: Oo nga noh. Ganda nung brown oh.:)
Nica: brown na lang bilin mo. :P
Dan: Di na yata aabot pera ko. :(
Ianne: oo nga wala ka ng pamasahe. :3
Nica: meron pa yan, tss.
Ianne: ang dami kasing binili na papel papel eh.
Nica: oo nga!:3
Dan: eh kailangan yun para sa project ko. :3
**after some talks && arguments..
dan: teka bibilin ko na ba yung shades?
nica: oo sige. para prehas tayo.:)
ianne: bagay kaya sayo!;)
nica: oo nga! brown bilin mo. :)
dan: wala na kong pera eh. panu tayo uuwi?(faces ianne) ianne, libre mo kame?:P
ianne: wala akong pera. :3
dan: panu yan?
nica: pwede yan dali na.
dan: (walks away slowly)
ianne&nica: (follows dan)
dan: puta biblin ko na nga. gusto ko talaga eh.
ianne: yan biblin mo din pala eh.
Nica: arte pa eh. :P
Dan: puta wala tayong kain. :P
Cute. :)
Haha. i took this pic. they dont even know. :)
Solo ba to?:3
Same shades. :)Haha. there.
The shades look good really, cheap but good. :P He bought it coz he’s influenced by me. :P Coz I really really love aviators. :) After that we decided to go somewhere peaceful. Maan, theres lotss of people walking around. It’s freakin’ crowded. So we went to the 4th floor of the mall. We just goofed around. Haha. We’ve got nothing to do and we don’t know what to do. Urgh! Haha. :D were just depressing ourselves looking at the newest and latest cellphone models and entering different shops and botiques. Tss. How sad. Feels bad really if you’ve got no money then you’ll see something you like. Haay. After hours and hours of walking around, we finally decided to go home. It really wasn’t a good idea for me coz I don’t want to go home yet. I’ll just be pissed if I see those people’s faces! Darn it!! Tss.
Badtrip talaga! Lalo lang lumalaki galit ko sa mga tao sa bahay eh! Kaya mas gusto kong wala sa bahay or sila ang wala sa bahay. Coz I’m able to do whatever I want without anyone shouting at me. Its soo irritating! Hindi na ako bata eh diba?! Hanggang ngayon ba hindi pa nila narerealize yun? I think that’s already not my problem! Fu*k! I want freedom. Maybe some wont be able to understand me but this is what I tell you, you’ll never know what it feels like unless you’d be on my shoes!
I wish things are never like this.
It’s so hard to take.
So hard that it makes things difficult.
Things difficult.
That it makes me hard to BREATH.
“Where can I find a place that’s full of tenderness.
I get there when I close my eyes and hope and pray.
That you and I will be there.” – Someday, Barbie Almalbis
The shades look good really, cheap but good. :P He bought it coz he’s influenced by me. :P Coz I really really love aviators. :) After that we decided to go somewhere peaceful. Maan, theres lotss of people walking around. It’s freakin’ crowded. So we went to the 4th floor of the mall. We just goofed around. Haha. We’ve got nothing to do and we don’t know what to do. Urgh! Haha. :D were just depressing ourselves looking at the newest and latest cellphone models and entering different shops and botiques. Tss. How sad. Feels bad really if you’ve got no money then you’ll see something you like. Haay. After hours and hours of walking around, we finally decided to go home. It really wasn’t a good idea for me coz I don’t want to go home yet. I’ll just be pissed if I see those people’s faces! Darn it!! Tss.
Badtrip talaga! Lalo lang lumalaki galit ko sa mga tao sa bahay eh! Kaya mas gusto kong wala sa bahay or sila ang wala sa bahay. Coz I’m able to do whatever I want without anyone shouting at me. Its soo irritating! Hindi na ako bata eh diba?! Hanggang ngayon ba hindi pa nila narerealize yun? I think that’s already not my problem! Fu*k! I want freedom. Maybe some wont be able to understand me but this is what I tell you, you’ll never know what it feels like unless you’d be on my shoes!
I wish things are never like this.
It’s so hard to take.
So hard that it makes things difficult.
Things difficult.
That it makes me hard to BREATH.
“Where can I find a place that’s full of tenderness.
I get there when I close my eyes and hope and pray.
That you and I will be there.” – Someday, Barbie Almalbis
5:55 PM
Yesterday was another typical day.
Uh, well atleast its fun. :]
One of my professors got insulted at me coz I’m on my mp3 in her class. But, But! We have no discussions going on. Were only doing the writing thing that she asks us to do. Tss. I got pissed, of course. Haha. :D coz I really wasn’t talking or making anything disturbing and I was finished with the first writing activity that I have to do. I was just waiting for her to call me so that she could check my work. But then all I heard from her was, “miss Navarro! Could you stop listening to that damn thing!”
I was like.. “what the fuck is wrong with her?” haha. :D hassle. Tss. And mind the “damn thing”. Haha. :P
So I went to her table as If nothing happened. Haha. :P I’m soo used to situations like that, really. Haha. I admit that I’m really the hard headed one. Haha. :D I mean, though I know the things that I shouldn’t be doing, I’m still doing it. :P but in small things only okay. My teachers way back in H.S are always pissed coz of me. :P haha. :P But don’t get me wrong, I know how to listen well. It’s just that I’m happy doing the things that shouldn’t be done. Okay okay. Whatever! :D Tsaka masarap lang talaga mang-asar at mamikon. :P haha. especially when your good at it. :D
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Haaay talaga. :P
Love is in the air, AGAIN!. :)
I feel it.
Sweetness.
But there’s this one big question.
WHEN??
This past few weeks I’m thinking that I want it to happen now, like really now. haha.:P But I’ve got things to settle down first. Uhm. It can wait. :] Haay. :) Love can wait, ryt? :)
Love really makes us happy, makes us feel complete. But if love becomes too overwhelming, becomes selfish, one is forced to move away. Moves away to find freedom. Space, it is. Love can’t be too extreme that you’ll forget how to give each other freedom.
People who loves deeply && truly deserves all the respect.
I sound so mushy here huh. Haha. but as what I’ve experienced, I’ve proven that love is not selfish. Love can never be selfish..
Aww. :)
I’m just hoping that I won’t be experiencing such things like that again in the future.
FUTURE. :P
haha.:D
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I'll be again updating tomorrow. :P
Y 9.13.2007Y
7:47 PM
YesterdayWas a weds, ryt? :P haha. We were able to watch a basketball game that was happening in our school’s gym. I was with my friends there. I was a bit bored cos I’m not a huge fan of basketball, just so you know. But it’s okay cos I was busy talking with my friends. Then suddenly someone comes into the scene. Errr. He, yes! He. So he came into the scene ryt. He’s askin’ for something. I don’t want to go into details okay. But I have to say this, I really have low tolerance for airhead jocks. So, I just ignored him.
We hit sm later on that day cos I’m planning to buy this aviators that I’m craving for.
Hmm.
Some friends are there too.
Invited us to have lunch with them.
Kept on askin’
Insisting.
There. Haha. :D
Went back to school to watch La Salle’s game with LPC.
Someone’s sweet. :P
Yiii. :)
I sat beside him. :)
Haha. waaa.
Talks. :P
Ayun! talo lasalle. :(
It’s getting late soo we all decided to go home. Haha. :D
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Today.
We had seminar. Its all for business management froshies. Uh well, it went good. I’ve learned something at least. It’s freakin’ cold inside the auditorium.
Someone’s beside me. :)
Sweeet. :)
I love this day. :P the way it went and all. It’s far more great than expected.
happy. :)
I felt the sparks. Thank you! :P haha. :D
I'm hoping for more. if you know what i mean.
I’ll be waiting for our right time.
&& that's a promise. :)
Y 9.12.2007Y
10:31 PM
I've got no time to update today. I've spent almost the whole day at school. :PIt's freakin late.
&& i really need to sleep. :)
Tomorrow there'll be a long entry i guess if i'm on the mood to blog. :P
Nyt!
Y 9.11.2007Y
7:00 PM
What a day.I went online at school while we were showered by lots and lots of nagging by our professor. 'Twas so annoying. She's talking & talking and she's irritating as always. Haha. :P
Bad. :P How can i be so mean? hahaha. :D who cares?! :P
I was busy browsing templates for my blog and i saw only few that's quite good. Hmmm.
I've done lots on the internet but still i managed get my ears all glued to her. Well, quite. :P
I kept on asking my classmate. I was like, "Uy anu na ginagawa? anu yan? panu yan?" It's soo obvious that i wasnt really listening. :P Eh ang gulo gulo niya naman mag-explain. That's why half of the class wasnt listening to her. haha.
But, i love business i.t. Haha. :P Coz i get to do lots of things there & dont get caught.
I charge my mp3 there when it runs out of battery & of course, i could surf the internet. :)
Whaaat the fuck?! how can i be so stupid. :P i've got something to do. school thingy. haha.
&& i need some sleep. Ack!
Laters dude. :P
Y 9.10.2007Y
6:53 PM
Finally! Went to the mall yesterday to buy some groceries. But ‘twas boring still. Coz I’m broke. Yeh, BROKE, big time. It’s really been a while since i bought new clothes. ): Were broke at this time really. No shopping, not even window shopping. WTF?! Whew! I even run short at school with my everyday expenses. I’m planning for a part-time job application. What you think? Tss. I want to do this for the sake of my expenses, wants are of course included. But it’ll be tiring. Haay. I don’t know what to do. Sucks.
Anyways, I have new pics to edit! Yey. :P I’ll just upload it on my friendster account when all the editing is done. & I’ll post some here too. (: I’ll be hecka busy again editing pics. :P
Christmas is just around the corner, && I cant wait for it to come. :P I love Christmas coz of the cold weather and of course all the new stuffs that I’ll be receiving. :P Yeh really. :P The money and all. Haha. Kiddin’. :P
I’ll be doing some project for our NSTP-CWTS subject. And what the heck?! I’ll be doing all by myself. Uh well, almost. :P
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Super duper late again for my first subject, darn. Maan, what’s new? I was always late for my first subject every MWF. Haha. :P We were dismissed earlier as expected. Coz we don’t have our p.e. Haha. We have all the time to waste maaan. :P Were off to where else? But to the mall. Yippee.:P
I’m with che and jinnie. We had coffee there, and random talks as we always do. Hmmm.
I invited my bestfirend, Jordan to come over. Wala lang. I miss him eh. Especially our bonding. :P
Whenever were together we just do things out of the ordinary. Haha. we look like retards really, but who cares? As long as were having fun and were not doing anything bad. :P Our mouths just can’t be stopped from talking and laughing. Telling stories, catching up and all the stuffs that we usually do .
We ate at mcdonalds, endless walks, more walks. God! it's fun, really fun but what the fuck? it's soo tiring at the same time. Imagine. We talked, walked, laughed our hearts out. Who'd not be tired? haha. So we rested for a while okay. But the heck, We took pictures. lots of it when we were sitting on the stairs and even on our way home while riding on a jeep. :P The funny faces, ugly faces and even the stupid faces. :P we looked cute though. But we looked more stupid. :P we were actually laughing when we looked at our silly faces. Hahaha. :D
I’ll let you see some. :P
NOTE: NO LAUGHING, PLEASE. :P
Anyways, I have new pics to edit! Yey. :P I’ll just upload it on my friendster account when all the editing is done. & I’ll post some here too. (: I’ll be hecka busy again editing pics. :P
Christmas is just around the corner, && I cant wait for it to come. :P I love Christmas coz of the cold weather and of course all the new stuffs that I’ll be receiving. :P Yeh really. :P The money and all. Haha. Kiddin’. :P
I’ll be doing some project for our NSTP-CWTS subject. And what the heck?! I’ll be doing all by myself. Uh well, almost. :P
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Super duper late again for my first subject, darn. Maan, what’s new? I was always late for my first subject every MWF. Haha. :P We were dismissed earlier as expected. Coz we don’t have our p.e. Haha. We have all the time to waste maaan. :P Were off to where else? But to the mall. Yippee.:P
I’m with che and jinnie. We had coffee there, and random talks as we always do. Hmmm.
I invited my bestfirend, Jordan to come over. Wala lang. I miss him eh. Especially our bonding. :P
Whenever were together we just do things out of the ordinary. Haha. we look like retards really, but who cares? As long as were having fun and were not doing anything bad. :P Our mouths just can’t be stopped from talking and laughing. Telling stories, catching up and all the stuffs that we usually do .
We ate at mcdonalds, endless walks, more walks. God! it's fun, really fun but what the fuck? it's soo tiring at the same time. Imagine. We talked, walked, laughed our hearts out. Who'd not be tired? haha. So we rested for a while okay. But the heck, We took pictures. lots of it when we were sitting on the stairs and even on our way home while riding on a jeep. :P The funny faces, ugly faces and even the stupid faces. :P we looked cute though. But we looked more stupid. :P we were actually laughing when we looked at our silly faces. Hahaha. :D
I’ll let you see some. :P
NOTE: NO LAUGHING, PLEASE. :P
The look!:P
Bulaga!:P
Yiii. cute!:)
Haha. :P
Yuck! look at me!:P
Boy nganga & Boy nguso. :P
Cute!:)
Epal!:P
So smile your heart out!:P
Hmmm. :P
This is really funny. look at us! :P
Hahaha. :P
Emote lang sige. :P
Smile. :) Pout. :o
Hunky & Pakyutii. :P wahaha. :D
Dads, seryoso nga eh. :P
Peace, yo!:)
Yay. :P
Haha. :P weeee. :)
May mas mga panget pa ba??:P
Okay na sana. Ampanget ko nga lang. :P
Aww. :)
What's the problem?:P
What? Yii. :PAhahaha. :P i cant stop laughing while i was uploading this silly pics. :P
Maan. this day has been really tiring but 'twas super fun!:P
Till our next gala dadz! :P
&& don't forget the camwhoring! :p
I'll be doing loadss! ugh! School stuffs. :P
I'm out.
Jazz it. :P
Y 9.08.2007Y
5:45 PM
Weekend finally. :PHad slept late last night. Watched t.v. The show was shot in our school. :P
Woke up 10am today. Urgh. Still wanting to sleep.
Ate breakfast.
Went back to room.
Opened laptop.
Of course to do some stupid stuffs in the photoshop.
Wants to be online.
But I cant. Haha. :P
Still boredom eats me up.
Text messages from friends.
Invites me to go out.
Be with them.
I want to go.
But I cant. AGAIN!
Darn it!
Browsing my pictures.
Looking for something to edit.
Time is running slow.
It’s freakin’ hot.
Bored. Bored. Boredom.
Someone’s telling me stories.
Interesting. :P
Like it.
Creepy, really.
(Oh my. I made a rhyme. :P)
Stories. More stories.
Smiles.:)
Took my boredom away.
Talks.
More talks. :P
Craves for something.
But I don’t know what.
I don’t know why.
Confused.
Irritated.
Thinks random.
Questions came in.
Lots of “Why’s”
Lots of “How’s”
Finds answers.
Answers non-existent.
Thinks again.
Thoughts are in random.
I hate. I envy.
I want what I cant have.
I have what I don’t want.
Leave it.
Thinks of someone.
Something.
Made me more confused.
Someone I cant have??
Or someone I already have?
Someone I’m wishing for?
Still, No answers.
Questions are haunting me.
I don’t want questions.
What I want is answers.
It’s tiring me.
Hate it.
I’m going to stop.
Stop before its too late.
Maybe tomorrow there’ll be answers.
Not sure though.
Things really change.
Accept it.
Y 9.07.2007Y
4:54 PM
What yah think? :) haha. effin my work. :P Just added some words in it. Looks EMO right? :P
Yeps. Just to match the waiting look on the photo. :P
3:19 PM
Ack! There. I’ve spent freakin’ hours just to add craps in this blog. Haha. Sorry, Addicted to web design. :P took me three hours. Wtfffff?? Haha. Why that long? Coz I’ve got to find a template that looks good enough. Plus it made me edit lots of things in the template code. Argh. Waste of time! Of course I made it look cool. :P It looks pretty cool right? Agree? You’ve got no choice but to do so. This is it. Haha. I’m blogging again & this time I wont delete it anymore. :P
Moving on.. I’m feeling really tired these past few weeks. Stressed-out. Uhh. That’s why I’m looking uhmm I don’t know. I look awful with this puffy eyes coz I’m not able to sleep well for 2 days in a row. Fuck thaaaat. :P And school is soo booriing. Minus the vacant hours of course. :P Ugh! How I hate it. I even had moodswings coz of the hot weather. But my friends are cool enough to understand. (thanks guys.) I really cant wait for the coming weekend, I swear I’m gonna sleep all day. I effin need it. :s
Inlove with photoshop? Uh yes. Definitely. :P
Editing pics using my very own adobe PS CS2. its really loved maaan. :P Im totally addicted to it. Thanks a lot to chelsea. I got my PS from her. :P But there's one problem.. I think i have to do some PS lessons. :P Why? Coz im not so familiar with it's features but i guess i'll do good though.:P
WTF?! Internet access is freakin' sloooww. Ugh!
Ohh. i miss my highschool friends as much as i miss highschool. :( College is way different kasi eh. Haay. My college friends are okay but of course when i talk about all the things that i've shared with my h.s barkada, Nothing compares. Haay. With them i can be more than myself, i can blurt out whatever i think. & the main thing is, they know me well. :) I really miss them.
Would it mean soo much if i tell you that.. " i am nothing now, and it's been so long since i heard the sound, the sound of my only YOU. "
Y 9.05.2007Y
4:13 PM
iAhhh. Here I go again for the 2nd time around, writing on a blog. Maaan, I have a old blog account before but due to my laziness, and maybe because during that time I’m not soo interested in writing and because internet access in our house is shit. You what I mean, I deleted it. But now, what the heck?! I’m soo into writing especially blogging. Haha. Writing on a diary is another option but hello? Too old style. I mean we have different sites that offer free blogs and journals. And that’s waaay too cooler than writing on a diary coz we can actually post pictures and whatever things on it. Cool ryt?:P Writing is really one thing I indulge myself into. I consider it as one of my interests already, ( still next to music of course. :) ) coz I get to write my thoughts and everything I want to, express myself in million ways and freedom, just freedom. :)I’ve got loads to update baby. Goodness. I don’t know where the hell to start coz I stopped blogging when it was still summer vacation and I don’t know what to write now. :P
Maan! Let’s just forget the freakin’ past alright. Better. :P
I’m having headaches due to lack of sleep. Fuck. And my eyes are kinda aching too. Tss. The headache madness made me cut my classes. I’m not able to attend my college algebra subject coz my headaches are killin’ me, that’s why I decided to go home. Its still good though, haha. coz I really really super hate math. Darn it. The headaches will be worst if I attend that fuckin’ subject. Hahaha. :P I really don’t know why I couldn’t sleep well. My god! Something is really going on in my mind every night. What is it?? Maybe it’s the freakin’ addiction to photoshop. Fuck it. Hahaha. Shallow really but oh well I’ve got nothing to do about it. I’m really obsessed in photo editing plus the fact that I always want to get hold of internet access to make whatevers on wherever sites. Like a blog or even a multiply account. Hassle! Tss. && the thought of having the things that I want. Dreams & the material stuffs that I crave for. Like a new digicam for example and a new laptop. Having a faster I-net access so I could do my thing on the internet. And the freakin’ ms. Management thing that’ll be going on in our university. Maan. Its quite an achievement really coz its my first time to undergo some screening for some stupid pageant and wtf?! I got in. hehe. Owe my b’mates for their convincing powers. Haha. pinilit talaga nila ko na magpascreening. Coz they were thinkin’ that I have this huge chance to get in. hindi nga sila magkamali. Hahaha. But but but. I really don’t desire to join that pageant but im an aspiring model. Yeah, a model. Haha. Coz I don’t fit to some pageants like that coz im not really a talented person. In fact I don’t know what the fuck is my talent. I’m totally clueless if I have one. Haha. Well anyways, i really dont desire to be on a thing like that soo it's not a huge problem for me. Haha. Maybe i'll get experience from there but i dont have the courage soo i think i'll have to leave it alone. :( Hayyy. Hope i won't regret this...