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Y 10.30.2007Y
12:15 PM
BE UPDATING SOON. ;D

Y 10.29.2007Y
5:37 PM
Me, Chels & Dan all went to school to enroll. We decided to go there early to avoid any hassle that’s why we left here at around 6:30 am I guess and we arrived there at 7:00 yata. So it’s a bonding time again with my bestest friend, JORDAN. Haha. ;D We thought everything will just last a few hours but when we saw the line of loads and loads of people on the cashier, ah sabi sayo, nagkatinginan na lang kami at parehas nawalan ng gana. Whaha. ;D Hay naku talagang pila yun nakakatae. HAHA. ;D We waited – waited and waited longer til we felt like craving for something to eat so we had brunch at the square canteen. ;) We had loads of talks and catching up with each other. We’re like.

DAN: alam mo si TOOOOOT TOOOT TOOOOT?
ME: Oh? Talaga? ;D wahaha. ;D
DAN: ahaha. Tuwang tuwa ka na naman! ;P
ME: Muka ka kasing gagu eh. :P
DAN: LECHE! ;3

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ME: Alam mo ba TOOOT na ni TOOOOOT. ;P
DAN: kelan?! Ay nakakainis ka di mo sinabi sakin agad. ;(
ME: Sira! Sayo ko nga ‘to unang sinabi. :P personal pa oh ha. ;D
DAN: Sus! ;P papauntahin mo sya dito! ;P
ME: Tae ka. Di ko alam kung makakapunta sya. ;3
DAN: text mo!. ;P
ME: haha. ;D

Ang saya. ;) Nakakapagod tumawa ng tumawa at magkwetuhan ng magkwentuhan. ;D And after that we decided na lang to go online and check our accounts sa labas. We were like:

DAN: Anu gagawin natin? ;3
ME: Internet na lang tayo sa labas. ;)
DAN: Tangina wala na nga akong pera. ;s
ME: MERON YAN! ;D (sbay tawa!) Sira internet sa bahay pota!
DAN: magkanu ba yun?
ME: 20? 25 per hour? Ewan! ;P

Haynakuu! So I was browsing my friendster account while I was texting HIM.

HIM: Tapos na kami mggrocery. ;)
ME: Oh anu ngaun ang gusto mo iparating? ;P
HIM: Wala naman. ;D
ME: Pu2nta kba dito?
HIM: Maaga pa. Pwede pa ko m2log ng 1 or 2 hrs.
ME: Arte mu ha. ;3
HIM: haha. ;D
….
HIM: busy na naman kakanet! Tss. Magnet ka nga muna. ;3 San kayo nagnenet?
ME: dito sa labas.
HIM: san nga eh?
ME: sa likod ng maisan.
HIM: okay.:D

Then after that, after some few minutes, I’m all shocked when someone touched my neck! When I turned around to see who on earth was that, TANGINA I’M STONED. Haha. ;D It’s HIM!! OMG, I was sooo shocked maan. Seriously, my hands got cold. Fuckerss. ;P

ME: #$%^&*?? BAKIT KA NANDITO????
DAN: Anu ba yan bigla bigla nasulpot!
HIM: ( laughs. ;D )
ME: takte ka akala ko ba matutulog ka?!
HIM: Hindi. :P
ME: Edi hindi ka din pumunta ng grocery??
HIM: hindi din. ;P
ME: [ blanko! Nawala sa sarili dahil sa gulat! ;3 ]
HIM: bakit? ;P
ME: WALA! ;3

Haha. ;D I don’t know what to react really coz I’m soo not expecting him. ARGH! Haha. ;D Btw, ‘twas not the first time that he did that to me. ACK. He’s the only one who can do that and shock the nerves out of me. haha. ;D
SURPRISE daw sabi ni loko. Haha. ;D haynaku! Feeling ko natatae ako na kinabahan bigla na ewan. I really cannot explain. But one thing I’m sure of. I’m super happy when I saw him. Awww. ;) Surprise kung surprise eh noh. HAHA. ;D crazy ass. ;) THAT FUGLY KID MADE MY DAY. ;D <3
Moving on with the enrollment bullshitt! Haha. ;3 So tatlo na kaming mageenroll. MY GAWD. What a RELIEF! At last makakapagenroll na din si KULOT. YEY. ;) Coz we thought that he’s not going to school this term due to some academic reasons. ;P pwaha. ;D Hassle. Thank God! Ang sayaaa! Haha. ;D Bonding mode for the three of us. ;P We did all the time-wasting things just to let hours pass maan. Tambay sa grandstand for 3 –4hrs. haha. ;D All we did was just kwentuhan and endless laughtrips. :D Funny really coz ang daldal namin. HAHA. ;D We didn’t even noticed that it’s getting late in the afternoon already. ‘Twas like, errr, 4:30 or 4:45 na when we left grandstand to check if we’re about to be called. TSS. But what the fffuck?! Malayo pa rin kami. We’re thinking na nga to go home coz we’re feeling tired already. TSK! But oh well, We ate na lang at the square canteen. Haha. ;D Foods na naman kami. ACK!

DAN: Pagod na ko! Kailangan may gawin tayo!
ME: Ako hindi pa naman! ;3
HIM: Muka ka na ngang anu eh. ;P
ME: tss! Tigilan mo ko! ;3

[ after some few rantings… ]

We went back to the admin bldg to check it out again. We’re like exhausted and everything. Haha. ;D

DAN: Impossible na tayong makaenroll ngayon. ;(
ME: What are we gonna do? Babalik tayo bukas eh tatapusin daw lahat ng stub ah.
DAN: mamamatay na ‘ko eh. ;P
ME: hintayin na natin sandali na lang yan. Laktaw laktaw na yun mga numbers kasi umuwi na yung iba. ;)
DAN: panu si caloy? Gabi na oh!
HIM: Okay lang hihintayin ko na kayo. ;)
ME: SUUSS. ;P

Then finally FINALLY! Natawag din ang mga numbers namin. YAHOO. ;D hahaha. ;P Nakapag-enroll na rin sa wakas. ;P
WHEW! 7am-7pm enrollment? WATDAPAK? TSS!

Nakuha pa naming magtakutan ha. HAHA. ;D nakakatawa talaga. And dilim pa naman. ACK!

HAHA. ;D so yun. A long and stressful yet fun-filled day. ;D Aww. ;) I would never forget this day!

Thanks again to that fugly kid. YOU MADE MY DAY. <3

PS.
Sorry. No pictures. We’re too jologs. Haha. ;D

Y 10.24.2007Y
3:11 PM
I'm being the INTERNET ADDICT as ever. *geez to the sheesh.

Haha. Since i've got nothing to do, i'm all glued to being online these days baby! AS IN ALL GLUED. haha. XD My gawd i'm busy weezy with eveything online. I'm wanted to stop this addiction. Could somebody help me stop this? LOL. Noo. I won't let anyone stop me. MWAHAHA. :D

Maaan, no shopping, no malling not even a simple DAY-OUT. *Ass

& I'm missing college. Yep. Especially the super cool college folks. YEAH! ;) Pati na rin si KULOT.

[ Muhaha. :P I'll be dead if he'll see this. XD No no, see the color green name of his? He'll love that for sure. Haha. :D The kulay lumot is his favorite color. :) ]

Alright okay. I'm cool. You see? haha. :D I'm just uh, you know, BORED LIKE HELL.

That's all. XD

And oh oh, I'm finding long lost friends online. HELP! haha. :D Ang hirap ha. Hassle super.
It's like i'm searching my friends list one by one to look for their asses. GEEZ.

Y 10.23.2007Y
3:34 PM
Yep yep. haha. :D I'm bored and all that's why i've decided to finally create a super PRIVATE friendster account that is EXCLUSIVELY for my friends and to the people whom i'm familiar with. You know, i already thought of that idea few days ago but i was still lazy that time. Haha. But now, i've finally gathered the mood. So, ye, it's done. haha. :D

And anyways, it's a big iwas to the so-called, LOSER ATTACKS. Mwahaha. :D
I'm totally staying away from all the loserrs in my other account. :P

Jazz it.
I'm outta here. :P

Y 10.21.2007Y
7:35 PM
Everytime I don’t blog, there’s really something that’ll happen which I don’t expect & deserves to be blurted out. Tss. Everytime na lang talaga. Haay. Oh well, I’ll start. Even though I’m not so on the mood.

OCTOBER 19th.

I went to school. Coz grades are about to be distributed. Oh well, as I’ve expected. I’m problematic about my math. Tss. Haay naku! I’m irritated about that and I’m more irritated about myself. BADTRIP! :( Goodthing, I quite forgot that coz I’m with friends. Hehe. Thanks a lot, yo! ;) We had lunch at sm dasma but wtf, ‘twas only four of us who went there. Haha. the other guys have different plans that’s why we’ve got no choice. To sum it all up, Okay naman nun nasa sm kami. Hehe. :P But Che & Jinnie left earlier.. so dalawa na lang kami ni popoy. Here’s the funny part, we entered the department store to look for digital cameras. :D I even had my canon brochure with me. haha. :D & because of that Popoy was laughing at me the whole time. But we’re not able to find the camera that I crave for, the canon powershot G9. haha. :D Asa naman akong magkakaron ako nun. Yung G7 pa nga lang almost 33k na, yung G9 pa kaya na much latest. GAWD. Haha. :] I’m soo desperate to have thaaat! A freakin’ 12.1 megapixel camera? Heaven. :) haha. :D Okay okay, enough of camera’s. :P

And oh! The glorietta 2 bombing. TSK! ‘Twas really shocking. Haay. And to even think that dun kami palagi pumapasok coz it’s nearer park square 2 where we park everytime we’re there. Haay. && the Luk Yuen resto’, OMG! We often eat there as well, same as starbucks where I buy frapps. Tss. Grabe, I’ve seen how huge the damage was on the news. The place was completely devastated. Malayong malayo sa g2 na pinapasukan namin. :( Plus the people who died and those who are injured, grabe talaga.

( How about the rest of the OCTOBER 19th? Uh, most particularly nun gabi na? Fuckers, I don’t wanna discuss it anymore!!! Sinasabi ko na nga ba, it’s such a wrong move. WRONG MOVE! Coz I don’t have to be in a rush or to hurry things up. )

October 20th-21st.

I'm just stuck inside the house the whole day. Hehe. Yun lang at wala ng iba! (period!)

P.S:

MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE IS FUCKED UP BIGTIME AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!

Y 10.18.2007Y
9:35 PM
Funny really, i just heard this from a teleserye airing every night at ABS-CBN. ;)
was browsing my friendster then i heard this phrase:

" ONLY LOSERS BLAME OTHERS FOR THEIR FAILURES. "

Whoa. My ears got glued to that. I was STONED. I loved the phrase and i will love it from this day onwards. :P

It's stucked on my brain. It's like an LSS but with a huge sense and deeper meaning.

4:08 PM
Whoo. Haha. :D This sembreak has been a great source of boredom you know. Definitely boring. Tss. And I have no idea how long do I have to keep myself busy being online just to spare myself from being bored. WTF. Haha. I’ve been real screwed up staying inside the house for a couple of days in a row. My ass is just begging for a day-out. Tss. Thank god i'm still keeping my sanity steady. haha. :D So i'm keeping myself busy by editing lots of photos. GAWD. haha. Please see my friendster account for more details. haha. Noo. you'll see the photos there, if not, then it only means that you're not my friend. Got it? good. I'm too lazy too upload those photos here and even in my multiply. The internet access is just fucked up as always and we really need to inquire for the faster one. DSL/BROADBAND perhaps? hehe. [ how i wish ] Tss.

Speaking of friendster, I'd want to keep my account in private as much as possible but that is more likely impossible already to happen. So i'm thinking of creating a new account again. This time, it'll be EXCLUSIVELY for friends and for the people whom i'm familiar with. haha. You know, there are a-holes on the loose so i've gotta be hecka careful. ;)

I'll be at school tommorrow for the distribution of class cards. OMG! i'm so dead. I have a failed mark. tss. I failed in MATH. Fuckers. haha. I always do flunk at math. BADTRIP. Sana kasi eh puro english na lang ang subjects namin. haha. Anything in language or communication arts wag lang talaga math. Hassle sobra. Nosebleed/brain hemo talaga inaabot ko dun eh. haha. :D What a shame. But i'll work on it. I will I will and I have to or else my parents would kill me. :3

Anyways, i have no time to blame myself coz it happened already though it's pretty annoying still. hehe. I'll just have to work on it full time with huge efforts. Hmm. I can do that i guess. WTF. haha. Okay enough of this.

I've gotta go and do some bullshits. :P

Y 10.16.2007Y
12:23 PM
So yeh. You read it right. There are comments from this 'asshole' in my friendster photos. Tss. Don't even try to ask what he said [yep, he's a HE. Soo gay, ryt?] coz it's more likely 'below the belt' guys. Bastos. Such loserr. haha. :D Anyways, i'm writing this not coz i'm affected. But to ask you people if that thing is really done by broken hearted/desperate EX-BF's/men nowadays? haha.:D Haay. Lalo na siguro ng mga EX-BF's noh? haha. tangina naman napaka-loser naman nya para gawin yun & even use friendster sa kagaguhan niya. Low-class. Whaha. & to think of it ha, For his age he shouldn't act or even say such nasty things like that right? Why be so rude? Tss. Everything that happened is not my fault,but his. That's why he has no right to treat me like that. Mga losers talaga sa mga ganung bagay mahusay eh noh. Hay. Dude, ACCEPTANCE IS PRIMARILY THE KEY. okay? haha. :P yun lang at gagaan ang buhay mo at matatahimik naman ang buhay ko sa pamimirwisyo mo.
We have to accept the things that we cannot change. Whaha. :D Coz life is really like that you know. Leave me alone and stay out.

Deal with everything. It's much of a favor to yourself and to your conscience.

Y 10.14.2007Y
2:42 PM
Yeh yeh. i"m all bored. I've got nothing to do && there's nothing interesting to be busy with.
Except from being online, you know. :P Pwaha. :D
I'm just updating my sites && editing some pictures. Hmm.
And then i came up to something like this:

Pretty impressive. [ well yeah, as for me only. :P ] Haha. :D Whatev. But look at the effect. It fits naman right? :P Haha. :P It's currently my primary photo on my fs account and also in my multiply headshot. haha. :D

Btw, does it seem like i'm naked here? Geez. haha. :P

Y 10.13.2007Y
3:51 PM
I woke up with this dream.The dream that I wished for.The one that I need.It’s like a sign.A sign to show me if I’m doing the “right thing”Coz I’m not so sure if I’m on the so-called “right track”Pardon me, I thought I was, but I guess I was wrong.Being wrong is what I’m sick && tired of.Yeh, sick && tired. I’m searching for the answers.And then it came“I’m not yet healed”Or maybe I’m not yet ready for this.Maybe I need time for myself.Or maybe I’m just not sure if this’ll work out.But it’s all “maybe’s”Darn it! The cause are just to deep.Past? Yeh.That past. A mixture of love && hatred.Or love turned into hatred??Who would not feel hatred from all the things that he’s done?I thought I was numb.But still, not numb enough.I can still feel pain and hatred.But still feel the love.I hate him, yeh. But there’s still a little bit of love.I don’t know what to do.And I hate myself for that.

It's ruining everything.
It's ruining me.

I want this new love.
Do i have any chances?

Chances of surviving this?

11:02 AM
Wtf? a week passed and I haven’t even updating my blog & even my multiply. Tss.

I ought to have an explanation for this. Haha.

So yeh, our final exams are over. Yey.

I’ve been real busy with things. Hmm.

The major cause is that there’s no internet connection in the house.

Landline phone was broken since last week && I hate that fact. Tss.

Badtrip talaga, big time.

But now it's fixed, no sweat maan.

Nice. Just nice.

First semester already over people! Semestral break hits in. Urgh. Feels different pala noh? Hmm. And the fact that there’s nothing to do at home, no money, no fun && no gala. Tss. I remember pa when it was my first day in college, I was like. “Oh, I think this’ll be boring. Tss.” But wtf?! I was so wrong dude. Haha.:D The first week pa lang ng classes eh they were saying that. “solid na tayo mga tol. :P” We just find ourselves stuck together. Haha. ang dami namin. :P Sa sem na to madami na kaming nagawa at pinaggagawa. :D Haha. Magkakasama sa tambays and all. Haha. :P Even in inuman sessions. But exclude me from that, I don’t drink. Haha. :P Even in boredom, yung tipong wala na kaming magawa kundi tumanga at maggaguhan. Haha. :D Even sa paglalaro ng computer games like dota? Tanginang dota yan oh. Hahaha. :D I played that freak game only once. Haha. tinuruan ako. Pero I’m not interested eh. Nakagawa na rin kami ng loveteams and tandems. Haha. :D I guess we just love being in the company of each other coz even in cutting classes or being late, magkakasama kami. Haha. :D && of course the walang sawa naming paggagala sa Sm dasma. Haha. :P The old folks would always say that h.s is the best. Hmm. I think there’s a bit of changes already. I mean h.s is really fun. You get to know your h.s barkada, which you’ll never forget right? But in college kasi you’re more matured na eh. You manage everything, you own your time && you decide what the hell to do with it && you have the money. :P Hahaha. Unlike in h.s, walang pera that’s why wala masyadong gala. But I’m not saying that h.s is boring. NOOO. I miss h.s na nga eh. But it’s over, so I have to move on and continue being a college student. Haha. I would really really miss my college folks. Tss. Sa araw-araw ko ba naman nakikita mga pagmumuka ng mga yun eh. Haha. :D And being one of the girls, I do appreciate their concern. :) Wait wait. I’m one of the boys nga pala. Sorry for that. my baad. :P haha. :D well anyway we’re all gonna see each others faces next semester. Soo no worries at all. We’ll just have to wait for a little time && it won’t hurt naman so it’s just fine. :)

The MGT 1-3 kids. :P

Caloy, cac, maca && cedi. :)

Gumban, tarts && cedi.

Go ahead. magpacute. :P

Cac = chikboy. tss. :P

Love them. :)

After p.e class. :P

The boyss. :P

What's with this? haha. :P

haha. :D

Hmm. :P

The gays. :P

Our group. :P

Cedi && caloy. :P waaa. :P

Cute. :)

Haha. :P the f.y pose. :P

So ye, wala ako sa mga pictures masyado. What am i up to that time? tss.

haay. i'm really gonna miss those kids. From all the kulitan that we do. haha. Love it really. those kids are so hyper. haha. you can see it from the pictures.

I just hope that we'll have an awesome sembreak.

we'll see each others asses next sem okay. :P

Y 10.06.2007Y
1:57 PM

How do well do you people know yourselves?:P Well if you're goin' to ask me, all i know is that:

- I’m never used to wearing clothes that show off much of my skin. Haha. :P Like skirts or backless tops. Feels like you’re only trying to get attention && I’ll just be uncomfortable wearing those kind of clothes. You can look great even if you’re wearing decent clothes. Okay? :)

- I’m grammatically conscious. :P Yes, very. I’d rather be speaking or writing in Filipino than in pure English with wrong grammars and all. Geez. I don’t want to sound harsh here but people who write or speak in English with wrong grammar are just too irritating. Pare, you must be sleeping or absent while your teacher was talking ‘bout the tenses and the singular & plural forms of the shits this and that. HAHA.
Don’t try to use the 2nd language just to sound sosyal or whatever when you don’t even know what the heck are you talkin’ about.:D So my advice: read, write && speak using english so that everytime you’ll use it, you won’t sound like trying hard. Or might as well use our own language. :P You have the option. :P

- I’m not so conscious about the way I act or the way I speak. I always tend to be real with speaking my mind or showing off my actions. Why? Coz it feels way better if people will like you THE WAY YOU REALLY ARE and not pretending to be in the shoes of someone else. I’m not the perfect type of course but I’m sure that everything that you’ll hear from my mouth is nothing else but the truth. :)

- I love all kinds/genres of music. Yeh. From rnb to hiphop, alternative to emo. Opm to lovesongs, oldschool to new wave. Oldies to pop and even reggae. Name it! :P I’m born to be inlove with music. :) though I don’t know how to play any instruments but when we talk ‘bout music itself, Tol, you won’t be disappointed on me. :P

- I’m a hard-headed/stubborn kid. Well yes, I am. :P I always find myself breaking the rules, even the smallest ones. Especially at school or even at home, Gawd! My classmates often refer to me as the “pasaway kiddo”. Haha. :D I always receive sermon from my teachers/professors coz of my stubbornness. :P

- The one who’s joking around on things even on the serious ones. Most of the time. Haha. :D I tell you people that I never take life too seriously or else we’ll all die early. Taking things seriously has never been me. “most of the time” :P if some are almost going nuts with all the things that they think about like problems and the like, you’ll just hear me sayin’ “tol, problems are not made to drive you crazy, they are made to test how strong your spirit is. so laugh it over and drink beer. :P lol” But I know when and how to
be serious when the situation calls for it. At dun lumalabas pagka-strong ng personality ko. :) I joke around to make others happy. :P At least to make them forget their burdens and I get to help them somehow, even on that small thing.

- I’m the type of person who’s outspoken and easy-going. Haha. :P yeh. Cool lang mga pare. Be cool enough to speak your mind and act the way you really are. :) I express myself whenever I feel needed and whenever it’s necessary for me to do so. I don’t do it to intentionally hurt others feelings but it might be a big help. Yes, I’m the type whom you can lean on when you’ve got problems coz I’m a good listener. :) It’s so easy for me to express myself to others coz it comes out of me naturally.

- I don’t manipulate other people’s decisions. I’m not the type who’ll say things like. “oh you have a problem? Okay this is what you do, this is what you say.” Goodness! You’d be a better person if you let others decide for themselves and for the sake of their own happiness. You have to respect their opinions and decisions coz they are the ones who own their lives. They are the ones who are responsible for every mistake that they commit. You can give advices if you are asked to but not to the point that you’ll find yourself manipulating their decisions.

- I laugh even for the silliest/stupidest things. haha. :D I’m easily amused kasi, really. The so-called bungisngis. :P haha. I’m the cheerful type && I’m not too hard on anything & everything. :)

- I feel comfy wearing flops,flats && sneaks rather than heels. Ack.! I told you that I was never the girly type. Hehe. :P never been the maarte. Normal lang. My classmates would always say that. ‘lalake yan eh. :D’ && I’m tall already for my age pare, I wont be needing heels just to look taller. Haha. :D That's silly. :3

- I don't take other people for granted as much as i don't want to be taken for granted as well. You surely know why. It's self-explanatory right?:)

Uh. i think i know myself well right? :P haha. Whatev. I'm glad that i know much 'bout myself. Haha. :D Unlike others na kapag tinanong mo eh kakamot ng ulo. Tss. Haha. :D

One thing i'm sure of. I won't get affected if some assholes would try to make stories 'bout me. Haha. :D i know myself and i won't give a shitt. :D

Y 10.04.2007Y
3:19 PM
Well ye, again as always i wasn't able to write updates here coz of some stupid things that i was making myself busy with. Unecessary things i should say. haha. :P It is normal coz sometimes i tend to become a procrastinator. So what?!:P At least i get to have all the tambays and all the fun in the world. :) Life is never boring, so why take it too seriously? sheesh. :P (how immature of me to say that. :P) Kiddin' aside people. To admit the fact, yeh, i'm becoming more and more lazy each freakin' day. Ack. i dunnoe what the hell is happening to me but i'm sure that it's just one of my topak attacks. Haha. :D

Sometimes i get confused about the matters of the heart. Ack. How i wish it's easy for me to decide. Decide like i don't give a care on the world. But life isn't easy like that. We have to take chances and take all the risks that we have to, just to be satisfied, just to be happy. Happiness is a choice. And i have to keep that in my mind. I want to be happy, so i guess i have to choose. Yes, though it's fuckin' complicated for me, i have to do it for the sake of my happiness, for the sake of the person that is concerned. Yeh, maybe i'll do it for us. For the both of us.

Take chances.

Coz you'll regret everything you did..

If you're not BRAVE enough....