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Y 9.15.2007Y
7:28 PM
Me and my two bestfriends went to SM bacoor just to waste time and kill boredom. haha. but before that there's this big drama. Tss. Muntik na ako di makasama. Hassle talaga. Badtrip. Super! Tss. fuck, i dont want to blurt all the drama but this is really one of the problems that an ONLY CHILD/UNICA IHA will go through. Goodness! my parents are super duper overly protective. Come to think of it, i'm 16 years old already for godness sake! I'm old enough to take care of myself. tss. I dont know what the hell is the problem with that. with going out with friends. Haay. tumataas na naman dugo ko eh! Tangina! Puro sermon at talak napapala ko amputa. Hello, I’m just off to sm bacoor not sm baguio. Tss!

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Meanwhile, at sm.

*At the department store.

Were having problems, coz all of us were broke. :3

Nica: dads, ito yung shades ko oh.:P
Dan: Oo nga noh. Ganda nung brown oh.:)
Nica: brown na lang bilin mo. :P
Dan: Di na yata aabot pera ko. :(
Ianne: oo nga wala ka ng pamasahe. :3
Nica: meron pa yan, tss.
Ianne: ang dami kasing binili na papel papel eh.
Nica: oo nga!:3
Dan: eh kailangan yun para sa project ko. :3
**after some talks && arguments..
dan: teka bibilin ko na ba yung shades?
nica: oo sige. para prehas tayo.:)
ianne: bagay kaya sayo!;)
nica: oo nga! brown bilin mo. :)
dan: wala na kong pera eh. panu tayo uuwi?(faces ianne) ianne, libre mo kame?:P
ianne: wala akong pera. :3
dan: panu yan?
nica: pwede yan dali na.
dan: (walks away slowly)
ianne&nica: (follows dan)
dan: puta biblin ko na nga. gusto ko talaga eh.
ianne: yan biblin mo din pala eh.
Nica: arte pa eh. :P
Dan: puta wala tayong kain. :P
Cute. :)
Haha. i took this pic. they dont even know. :)
Solo ba to?:3
Same shades. :)

Haha. there.
The shades look good really, cheap but good. :P He bought it coz he’s influenced by me. :P Coz I really really love aviators. :) After that we decided to go somewhere peaceful. Maan, theres lotss of people walking around. It’s freakin’ crowded. So we went to the 4th floor of the mall. We just goofed around. Haha. We’ve got nothing to do and we don’t know what to do. Urgh! Haha. :D were just depressing ourselves looking at the newest and latest cellphone models and entering different shops and botiques. Tss. How sad. Feels bad really if you’ve got no money then you’ll see something you like. Haay. After hours and hours of walking around, we finally decided to go home. It really wasn’t a good idea for me coz I don’t want to go home yet. I’ll just be pissed if I see those people’s faces! Darn it!! Tss.

Badtrip talaga! Lalo lang lumalaki galit ko sa mga tao sa bahay eh! Kaya mas gusto kong wala sa bahay or sila ang wala sa bahay. Coz I’m able to do whatever I want without anyone shouting at me. Its soo irritating! Hindi na ako bata eh diba?! Hanggang ngayon ba hindi pa nila narerealize yun? I think that’s already not my problem! Fu*k! I want freedom. Maybe some wont be able to understand me but this is what I tell you, you’ll never know what it feels like unless you’d be on my shoes!

I wish things are never like this.

It’s so hard to take.

So hard that it makes things difficult.

Things difficult.


That it makes me hard to BREATH.

“Where can I find a place that’s full of tenderness.
I get there when I close my eyes and hope and pray.
That you and I will be there.” – Someday, Barbie Almalbis