Y 9.29.2007Y
4:40 PM
Recent updates about your one and only.(Oh man. Is there anything to blog about? Uh. Well yes there is. In fact there’s a lot but I don’t know where the hell to start or what to say. It’s been quite a while since I posted something here.)
I haven’t been updating for a couple of days or maybe more coz I’m not able to go home early. Haha. :D I’ve been busy as well with school stuffs. Ack. And perhaps, one of the huge reason why I’m not updating is because after our dismissal, we go straight to SM. :P Wtf?! Everyday SM dude. As far as I can remember, we’ve been going there for almost a week now. And mind you, without missing a day. Tss. Haha. :P that’s why I guess I’m always tired when I go home and all. Haha. but it was really fun. :) And most especially when you’re with someone special. Not only the someone special but also the crazy ass people who never fails to give you a fuckin’ hard laugh. :)
I don’t know why but I feel like I want to be a photographer. Haha. :D Yeh really. No kidding here dude. Photographer who only takes photos of herself. :P Haha. Silly. :) And a photographer who’s also a part-time model? :P Whoa. Talk about day dreaming. :P But who cares? I’ll say what I want to say. :P Take note of this, by the age of 19 or 20, I’m already a part-time model who drives her very own Benzy but still able to go to college. :P And I’m going to be fuckin’ rich&& famous. :D (Could somebody slap me right now? :P) Haha. there’s nothing bad day dreaming bout the things that you really aspire, right. What matters is you worked full time for it. And that’s what I think that I’ve got to do. Hmm. :)
Shopping is what I did these last few days while we were at SM. Uh. I bought 5 tops and 2 bottoms all in all. But I loved this red tank top that I got at Bayo. I’ve been wanting that top for like ages ago. && yesterday I saw it on sale. Soo it’s been grabbed fast. :P its 50% off maan. The design of the top is what really caught me. It says, “ Love me or Hate me “ Haha. the top says it all. :] Btw, I think the top is too revealing. Ack! Haha. :D
And the last few days seemed to be great coz I spent it with friends, as always. :) The sweetest week, indeed. Awww. I told myself to figure out what I really want and what I really need. And I guess I’m hitting the right track. Coz this person is making me feel really special. All the efforts and concern. I’ve never felt that special in my whole entire life. I feel all the LOVE in him. And yes, I think he’s going to be the person that’ll understand me no matter what and the one who’ll accept the real me without any complaints and judgements. The kind of LOVE that I need, the kind of LOVE that my HEART is waiting for. But then again, I have to be careful. Coz I had my heart broken few times already and I think it’s all because of my foolishness when it comes to love. Haay. (wtf? I sound so mushy.) Oh well, Loooove. I know love is not an easy thing to deal with. But i hope to find the real thing in this new love. :)