Y 9.08.2007Y
5:45 PM
Weekend finally. :PHad slept late last night. Watched t.v. The show was shot in our school. :P
Woke up 10am today. Urgh. Still wanting to sleep.
Ate breakfast.
Went back to room.
Opened laptop.
Of course to do some stupid stuffs in the photoshop.
Wants to be online.
But I cant. Haha. :P
Still boredom eats me up.
Text messages from friends.
Invites me to go out.
Be with them.
I want to go.
But I cant. AGAIN!
Darn it!
Browsing my pictures.
Looking for something to edit.
Time is running slow.
It’s freakin’ hot.
Bored. Bored. Boredom.
Someone’s telling me stories.
Interesting. :P
Like it.
Creepy, really.
(Oh my. I made a rhyme. :P)
Stories. More stories.
Smiles.:)
Took my boredom away.
Talks.
More talks. :P
Craves for something.
But I don’t know what.
I don’t know why.
Confused.
Irritated.
Thinks random.
Questions came in.
Lots of “Why’s”
Lots of “How’s”
Finds answers.
Answers non-existent.
Thinks again.
Thoughts are in random.
I hate. I envy.
I want what I cant have.
I have what I don’t want.
Leave it.
Thinks of someone.
Something.
Made me more confused.
Someone I cant have??
Or someone I already have?
Someone I’m wishing for?
Still, No answers.
Questions are haunting me.
I don’t want questions.
What I want is answers.
It’s tiring me.
Hate it.
I’m going to stop.
Stop before its too late.
Maybe tomorrow there’ll be answers.
Not sure though.
Things really change.
Accept it.