* Blurt the Shits BIG! *

Y 2.09.2008Y

3:41 PM

Updates up ahead. ;) && a Taglish mushy entry. HAHA. XD

Well yeh, I've been through hell of ups and downs lately.

*Sigh* *Refreshes memory* *Memory lapses* LOL.

I don't know what the heck is the reason behind all of the non-sense fights we had. We're like crazy. Haha. Away-bati ang drama. Suckerr. We're like the sweetest at the moment and the next thing you'll know, dead air will start kicking in out of nowhere. As in complete moment of silence. Irritating everr. Haha. Superr irritating. Parang parehas kaming mawawlan ng gana na hindi ka din naman malaman kung bakit. Haha. Maraming nagbago, maraming nag-iba.
I thought we were the sweetest back then, when the two of us were just "friends". Before, we have a lot of time to be together, unlike now, many circumstances stands on our way. Sometimes i'm thinking that maybe the both of us are better of as friends. It sucks big but i know you can't blame me. Everyone will come to realize that if a relationship doesn't turn out very well even if you're both workin' on it, then maybe it's not meant to be that way. Maybe God has other plans, better plans, i must say.

We've been through hell lately. Tsk. I even got ~~DRUNK~~ for the first time. Haha. ;D LOL. Yes people. January 29,2008. My first ever time to threw up and even pass out. ;D LOL. XD Laftrip talaga. I received a lot of sermon from my bestfriend the next day. Haha. Tss. Silly biatch. Tsk. Sarap malasing. :P You'll be able to tell each effin people around you what you really feel. Haha. Nakakahiya nga lang when they'll tell you the stupid things that you did when you got drunk. Matatawa ka na lang talaga. :D Enough enough of my katarantaduhan ok! :P Till our next tagayan. ;D LOL. XD

Back to the MAIN ISSUE.
No. We didn't totally broke up. But we ALMOST did. :( It's the saddest part really. Tssk! We had lots of talks back then, make-up talks. Hehe. Well it worked, it worked for a couple of days and after that? Away na naman. ;( Sino ba naman ang hindi magsasawa at hindi mapapagod? Diba? Hehe. But of course, you'd want to try and fix it up again. You'll do everything & anything right? That's what were doing all the time. But it seems like nothing's changed.

It's our 4th month yesterday. ;) Haha. LOL. Well i told you, we're still together. Still hoping that everything will turn out good as what we always wanted. Let's make it for real this time dear. ;) Nag-usap na tayo haa. Haha!:D Tss. Happy 4th sharing again twat! :D Haha. Be good okay. ;)

ILY. :)

P.s
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