Y 3.10.2008Y
11:50 AM
Yeah. I'm back for real. Haha. Yes indeed! I'm kinda' lazy updating what's up coz yenno', my life's no fun at all. Talk about dealing with so many problems, problems that i don't ever wanna talk about. Haha. :D It's like crazyy. Tss. Haha. :D I almost gave up. Well, almost. :P I'm weak really, especially when it comes to fuckin' problems about love. Haha. Bullshitt. :D As i was saying, "WE" we're not really "OKAY". I mean, yeh we talk, we text. Haha. But what? It's all non-sense. That's how we were. WERE. Past tense. :P It's still on the process of again, working it out.Pagod na kong magkuwento tungkol sa kasaklapan ng mga nangyari sa buhay ko. :P At ayoko na rin yun pag-usapan pa! XD Walang mangyayari kung pauulit-ulutin ko lang sa utak ko lahat ng nakikita kong problema/mali sa buhay at paligid ko. Wala naman akong magagawa eh. Haha. :D Bulag bulagan. Habaan ang pasesnsya. Ibigay ang lahat ng kayang ibigay. Sabihin ang dapat sabihin. Iparamdam lahat ng dapat iparamdam. Intindihin hangga't kayang intindihin. Ng sa huli, hindi ka makaramdam ng pagsisisi.
There's no reason for us to hold back our feelings because of fear. Fear of rejection. Fear of being left alone. Fear of being hurt because of LOVE. Hence, we should still search for reasons to trust the one we love. And i say, the LOVE you share with each other is really enough, right? :)
We have to ACCEPT the things that we CANNOT CHANGE.
And i strongly believe in that already. Certain things made me believe that this is TRUE. Not all people are willing to change just for the one they love. Sickly, yes. Love is still ain't enough for a person to change his/her ways just to be better, and for the better. :(
Let us be considerate. Think of what others might feel before you make a move. Think first and settle for the good. It's the best way to avoid hurting other people and making them feel
In reality, I'm scared. Scared of losing this again. That it might not end up as what i always desired it to be. For it might still fall even if i'm gripping on it so tightly that my hands are about to bleed. But still, my heart gives me many reasons to hold on even tighter.
I'm not gonna give up that easy, i strongly believe that our love is meant to last.